The Beginning......

I guess I should begin by answering the infamous question that many want to know "Why did I go NATURAL?". Well, I basically was sick of my limp permed hair. I have very fine hair and to many, my hair was baby doll like (my sister's said I had white girl hair), my hair was fine. Despite the approval I received as a permie deep down inside I hated my hair. I would do everything to try to boost my hair and add volume and bounce- every type or body enhancing product I used and it failed me. Well, I did have success with this hotel shampoo and conditioner that made my hair look incredible but when my stash went low I was out in the cold once again.

In 2005, I decided to go natural. I knew it would not be accepted as the kinky, nappy curl look isn't easily digested in this culture, especially by our own. I transitioned and went natural for a full year. I can't say I loved my funny new hair, although I was fascinated with the texture. To make a long story short, I got frustrated with trying to style it and permed my hair again (2006). The same day I permed, I looked in the mirror and was horrified at what I'd done. I went back into transitioning back to natural and welcomed my kinks back. Once again I got to my one year mark only to subdue to frustration and ran to the Beauty Supply store for more creamy crack (May 2007). Oh, how my hair hated me for that and I hated myself even more! My hair was straighter than ever before and stuck down like a newborn baby fresh out of the womb. I vowed after that experience to never revert to that option again. I started the journey again and now am here one and a half years later 100% natural and loving it!

Even though this is my third time going natural this is so new to me. New and Exciting! I am feeling so many emotions right now (I know we can get so emotional over some hair, lol). I feel new, different, unique, challenged, and yes, a little nervous. I have never worn my hair out 100% natural. In the past, I've hid behind weaves, extensions, and recently lace fronts. Although these styles had me looking fly, I have been anxiously waiting for the chance to introduce the new me. Well, here I am and it feels so good. now if I only knew what to do with all of this natural hair. I am learning so much about me and my hair everyday and although I still do get frustrated with my hair at times, I know that this is what is best for me. now I can learn to truly love myself, weaveless, permless- just me Au Natural. So as I continue in this journey of mine, you are welcome to join me. Hang on and put on your seatbelt. This may be a bumpy and wild ride........